Hey Yesterday was like the worst school day of my whole life. It really sucked. I brought in Kristen's clothes to give to her but I couldn't find her so I just threw them away. They were weired clothes anyways. I guess that kinda pissed her off (it was a dragon ball z shirt and a old screen tee that you couldn't really read unless you got really close, and a camoflauge shirt that said I'm hiding from my imnagiary friends) They were gay clothes. So she says she's gonna bring in a pair of my underwear and do something with it.Well I'm not worried because I don't let my friends wear my underwear so she couln't have a pair to begin with and if she does I'm gonna call her a dike that steals her friends undies. That's a little werid. And the only reason she's mad at me is because I sliped while we were talking about pissing our pants and accidentley mentioned that Kristen did that at my house once. So she wouln't speak to me for a week and I didn't know what I did then she tells me and woudn't speak to me for another week then I was all like okay whatever and made some new friends then she walks up to me and says oh yea we can be friends now. I was like um yea nobody tells me when I can be friends with them expesically when they woudn't even tell me what I did to begin with. so I just staired at her. Then she started being really mean and calling me names. I didn't call her a name once. so Andy I'med her to get us to be friends again 9 she blocked me) and she got all pissy and she "her best friend spot is taken" I was like okay. I'm not shallow enough to have a new best friend already and I don't really care. So that was werid. Then he asked her if she would meet us somewhere in the morning to talk and she said she would rather write notes, because she was too angry to talk to my face. So I said fine as long as she gives the notes to Andy to give to me and she wouldn't do it so I thought that was gay, because I comprimised for her so she woudn't have to talk to my face so she should have comprimised for me and gave them to Andy. So she got pissed and said she wanted to punch my fat ass face. Called me a bitch. Said she could never trust me again. And her new best friend is Aaron. I was like whatever. so I'm not mean you would have threw her clothes away too. And I wasn't really going to do that to begin with I was gonna give them to her,but I couldn't find her and I wasn't about to carry them around all day or put them in my already crammed locker. So after the morning incident I found out Damien thinks I'm trying to break him and Ashley up. Yea I think their a bad couple but I really don't care that's their problem not mine. I just told her that Damien was hangin on some girl at lunch and I thought she should know. she and I were getting pretty close. ( wouln't you tell if you saw your friends boyfriend giveing another girl looks and flirting really bad?? expeshley if that girl likes him and he claims he dosn't like her???) Well she thinks I'm trying to break them up. I'm not I just don't think they are that great together, but other than worryin about Ashley I don't really care. I have Andy. I don't know, but she can kiss my ass too. so now other than the fact that all my friends are pissed at me when I didn't even do anything, my Parents are fighting more and all this really sux. We all got a new puppy, but now they argue over the damn dogs. My Mom has this new thing where she asks me to clean all the time. Then gets pissed when I complain. I mean all the freaking time. It's so annoying. I bag the trash, unload the dishwasher, sweep this and that, pick up dogfood that the dogs spill ever 20 mins. It wouldn't be that bad but they never give me my allowance on a regualar basis. I've been keeping my room clean, and cleaning the damn house, and I cut the grass. What do they do? My dad does nothing. My Mom sometimes cooks dinner, sleep, watches her reailty tv and cleans only when it benifits her and when she fells like it. Ever day when I come home I clean no matter how my day when or if I have a headach or not. Then one day I come home and I say I have a head ach and my Mom says yea me too and we don't do shit. I'm like wtf!!! the only cool part about yesterday was that my Mom let me go to this really nice movie theatre with Andy to go see Kingdom of Heaven. It was pretty good then she let him stay at my house for a while after wards. Other than that yesterday sucked. I need some clothes for summer and I'm out of makeup and I'm hopeing I can talk her into swim suits today. so wish me luck later

~ Melissa Lynn <X3

Yesterday was fun. We went to skate amercia for a b-day party and Andy won a lot of tickets and that was fun I got a monkey. Then we went back to my house and played video games. That was fun too. I beat him a couple of times, but I think that was just because he thought it looked funny when he made them jump off the clif. Then he went home. That's really it. My Mom is cutting grass because my arms are sore. I have to cut too just not right now. Then after cutting grass I'm gonna sweep my room and shampoo it and all that good stuff. Then I'm gonna go get a blizzard from Dairy Queen and hopefully go pick up Andy. So I better go get busy.

~Lissa <X3

Today sucked. Andy had ISR and I only got to see him three times. I wore my contacts because I didn't want to mess with my glasses so I got a really bad headach. I forgot my flute in my band locker, so I didn't get to take it home this weekend, and it's 12:30 and I'm wide awake....I'm gonna clean my room. So I can go to skate america tomorrow for my cousion's birthday party. I'm makeing Andy go too. It should be kinda fun though. I haven't been there since I was like 12. I'm afraid of the stupid chicken that comes out, then it does the chicken dance. Yea that's scary. I'm just gonna sit down or skate around it. I probly suck at it though because I haven't skated in forever. lol. I'm so gonna fall. When I came home I was on the phone for a while but I got off because I was kinda mad then I took a nap. I'm tired now...that's weird I just got to pick up clothes and take a few dishes downstaires and I'm going to bed. Blah. Later

Lissa

Well today was agrivating. I just had to "run" into Kristen like 50 times, and it took everyhting I had to remember we aren't friends anymore. I don't trust anyone else with shit and if we were friends I don't know if I could trust her anyways. I'm so confused. And according to her I've changed and she wants to forget me so fine forget her too. Then I'm so sick of the xanga stalker shit and it's pissing me off. I just want people to shut up about it. Includeing whoever's doing it. Zak is with Kristen all the time so I can't hang out with him. Don't get me wrong Ashley and Damien and all them are cool their just not Kristen. O-well nothing I can do about it. Then this whole Levy thing is so stressing. I just want it to pass so bad. The coteing day is Tuesday....gir I hope it passes. I got my flute back today, just in time for the rally tomorrow, but it's in full uniform so yea I got to buy gloves. I'm wearing my Levy shirt tomorrow during the day. I'm going to look so stupid in uniform I hate my uniform it makes me look fat because of the clothes we wear under it.....

I hate my life. Now people are saying that I'm the one that made that xanga, and it's bothering me. Why would I make a xanga about a stalker. Expecially one that's stalking me. That dosn't make any sence. I'm perfectly happy with everything. Cept some friend issues, but o well and why would I want to tell everyone EVERYTHING that I do with Andy it's just not logical. I hate people sometimes. I always get blamed for everything now I'm getting blamed for being my own stalker?!? That's a bit too far for me. I sick of this shit.

~Lissa <X3